Thursday, March 26, 2009
Tonight is the night.
Hello guys. It's nice to be back after so many days. Actually right now, I remember to write a new entry in my blog here. I'm sick and tired of graduation practices and I'm very happy that it ended just this morning. I'm sick now (I have slight fever and cough). I have nothing to do so I just decided to spend this night thinking of what to write here. But I really don't have something in mind now. All I want is to sleep but I'm still checking on some of my accounts online and texting some of my friends whom I will surely miss after graduation.
Okay, graduation will be in two short days and I'm not ready. I don't really get excited with graduation. Reasons behind the situation is that you'll probably be looking for a school (plus a course now), you'll miss your old school after it, you'll surely miss your friends and classmates, you'll be more mature now and you'll really get bored during practices and rehearsals.
I guess, I'm not yet prepared with graduation. I don't know where to study in June (it's really my first time to transfer school) but it's a very good news, I know my course now--BSBA Marketing Management! I don't like dealing with numbers but I guess, I will surely like and try to love them because I really want to be in the business world someday. It turns out that I'll probably be dealing with my cousins someday because some of them are/will be taking business courses in college. Nice job for us!
Right now, I still can't get over will my prom pictures. I really put in my mind or I'm really thinking that my face sucks in the pictures. I don't like my hair and my make-up because I looked like a KONTRABIDA during the prom. I'm not contented with my look but everyone is trying to tell me that I look okay especially my mom. Okay, so I just wanna say to myself that I looked fine and okay during the prom. Period.
Oh hey, I just don't know what to do now. I'm thinking if I'll go malling tomorrow with my friends or I'll just stay home and sleep the whole day. But, some of my friends will be having try-outs for basketball and I want to support them all the way out. I want to have some coffee with my cousin but I don't know when. My friend started inviting me watch movie with her tomorrow but it seems like I can't come because of my hectic schedule tomorrow. I'm kinda worried right now because I haven't watched my favorite band Hale last night in Myx because I went with my family in Smallville for some deserts and went home late. I'm trying to patch things up right now like listing all my payments in school (for pictures) and other stuff.
Oh God, please help me out! I'm trying to be more mature and responsible now but it seems like I can't be. I hope I'll be getting well tomorrow so that I'll be fine on the graduation day.
Thanks and good night. Sweet dreams, dear :)
9:25 PM